Certified Depressant

Oh look, there I go, pushing everything away just to be alone
Inside my brain, where all the thoughts, they are, they make me anxious
This time I hit a new low, I think I'm losing it and it shows
'Cause I can't sleep, and I can't eat, and I can't breathe

Oh God, am I the constant cause of my worst nightmare?
I take my medication, numb the pain, so they can't say that

I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, I'm a certified depressant
Overthink, second guess, am I happy or pretending?
Lately I'm right on the edge, 'cause I'm sick of hearing
I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, I'm a certified depressant, yeah
(Oh look, there I go, pushing everything away again)

Compare my hopes and dreams to someone else's behind the screen
But what's the point, yeah what's it mean, when I'll never be good enough for me

Oh God, am I the constant cause of my worst nightmare?
I take my medication, numb the pain, so they can't say that

I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, I'm a certified depressant
Overthink, second guess, am I happy or pretending?
Lately I'm right on the edge, 'cause I'm sick of hearing
I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, I'm a certified depressant, yeah
(Oh look, there I go, pushing everything away again)
(Oh look, there I go, pushing everything away, yeah)

It's all in my head (it's all in my)
It's all in my head (it's all in my)

I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, I'm a certified depressant
Overthink, second guess, am I happy or pretending?
Lately I'm right on the edge, 'cause I'm sick of hearing
I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, I'm a certified depressant
(Oh look, there I go, pushing everything away again)
(Oh look, there I go, pushing everything away, yeah)

It's all in my head