making day

I woke up today
I've got this stupid smile on my face
Hop into my gamer chair 'cause I ain't got no time to waste
I've got all these things I wanna do

And now I'm on my way
To make the greatest thing I've made to date
Feel like I'm improving, finally making things that I don't hate
Hope my motivation follows through

But it's times like these where my mind has some things to say
Oh, why is it hard to get through a single day?
Without a thought like: What if you died today?
I wouldn't get to say

That I woke up today
But I don't think today's a making day
All the things I've done have made me mad, and I've just thrown away
Every single thing I've tried to do

It's not a making day
It's time for me to find some games to play
Keeping me distracted from my life, so I don't think that way
Maybe all the thoughts I have are true

But it's times like these where my mind has some things to say
Oh, why create if others should take your place?
You don't deserve this
Please redirect your praise to someone less insane

It's not a making day
All of these tears are drying on my face
Someone take me back to all the times where I could feel okay
Doing all the things I wanna do, ooh

But now I'm on my way
To make a change, or just accept my fate
Can't escape the feelings for the moment you just have to wait
I think I'll apologize to you