That's What She Tells Me

So I'll tell you I love her.
That is what I'll tell myself.
But there's something I'm hiding
cause I'm afraid of what she might find out.
We're going to start this right. It's going to end tonight.
I'm gonna make sure everything will end up white.
This is where you wanted to be.
I bet that now, if I said anything, you wouldn't believe me.
Like when I say it is what it is meant to be.